Wank-A-Thon

A wonderful email from a devoted sub that was more than happy to let me share his thoughts to me...with you!

Mistress Candice,
Last night after ringing in the New Year I came home horny and ready to have my first erotic hypnosis session of the New Year. I saw your New Year's special and knew that I wanted Boob Blast but also knew I had to pick from several videos I've wanted for a long time. My choice came down to Suckle and Wank-a-Thon, both videos whose premises heavily appeal to me. I opted for Wank-a-Thon only because I didn't want to crash around the house digging my toys out of their hiding places. 

Like a kid on Christmas morning, I sat in anticipation for Boob Blast and Wank-a-Thon to download. I patiently rapped my fingers on my desk and finally they were done. Then I was left with the choice of which to watch first. It's not like these are easy choices but I decided that I needed some devilish teasing, to give control of my cock to you completely, and somewhere in the back of my mind, I wanted to suspend my orgasm and leave it entirely up to you. 
The thing about Wank-a-Thon that was truly awesome was what I can consider to be the timing. The bottom line is that there are thousands of masturbation instruction videos on the internet. I've watched probably hundreds of them and though some are decent, one of the things I've always noticed is that the speeds for going faster, slower, stopping, going, etc... are not anatomically sufficient for me to control. I mean, hell, if a woman is going to say "Jerk faster than the speed of light for the next five minutes," I don't think there's a man in this world who could keep himself from losing control. There are feasible challenges and there are those designed to utterly fail completely. I am all for challenges designed to utterly fail as long as there is punishment involved (such as if I can't hang in there, I have to eat my own cum) because then I would be sandwiched between two opposing forces and what better way to give up control than that? 

But, Wank-a-Thon was of a different nature. It was as though you knew precisely, and I'm talking down to the very second, when to have me slow down or speed up. It wasn't unrealistic and it did not defy human nature. There was no punishment (that I am aware of) for failing and perhaps it was the fact that I truly was hypnotized such as that you did have complete control of my orgasm but I felt like every time I was just about to pop and couldn't take anymore, you'd slow me down and keep me back under control. And that's rewarding in and of itself because when I'm in that trance I am doing these things to please you and for me to succeed is every bit as important as it is to release. To make the task utterly impossible with no punishment for failure would only allow me to take advantage of you in the end and that's what happens with 99% of the other masturbation instruction videos. I'll end up popping off way too early because there is no anatomical way to succeed and that's it. There's no punishment. There's no repurcussion. In fact, it's almost as though I am "cheating" in a way. 

With Wank-a-Thon you did have control. You were able to make me feel like I succeeded and yet I felt like the entire time I was doing all of this for you rather than for me. In other words, I think you accomplished everything you set out to do and I give you kudos on that!